You showed me how much it hurts to be alive.
Everything I’ve ever known about how to be is gone
My trust is shattered. Anything you told me was a lie.
Was I so naive that I walked into being your prey
Senselessly giving you my light each day
The water can’t wash away the filth I feel.
I don’t know anymore what’s real.
I quit. I run. I stop. I’m done.
Anything to numb the pain.
I feel my spirit slowly start to wane.
I am heavy and I sink deep into the porcelain tub.
What a fool to never see your bluff.