not a risk

i am not suicidal but sometimes i wish i was dead

and i didn’t have to deal with all the demons in my head.

i wish life had a button where things could be on pause.

idk what i want

ambivalence is the disease and half the time i can’t breathe

how can I love when i’m so fucked up

escaping comes to mind

im so tired, lets talk another time

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